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2005-02-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

AHHH TOMORROW IS PI!!!!!!my heart keeps thumping whenever i tink of the item and post-pi!!!i tink it's in a mess now larh,and the item is pretty ___...never mind...and not to forget that i have to pack!so many stuff to pack for the chalet!and my science proposal!!!im dead im dead im dead...X\

2005-02-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

hi guys.so long didnt update.feels so weird.cny celebrations was ahem so b.o.r.i.n.g.except probably the dance and the co performance.the dance was,well,entertaining in a good sense cos like we needed something to refresh ourselves.i really liked the co performance!!!especially that drum person.she was so pro lor!haha was sitting beside xintian and i doubt she understood half of what the skit was abt.and she couldnt get the jokes.so i had to translate for her.seriously.u wld think that someone from nanyang primary would have more chinese knowledge!
stayed back for OM.miss chia didnt come:(onli becky,urmila,marissa,grace,xintian and i were there.which means only stac was absent.nottie nottie.we were really unproductive.miss chia gave us chocolates in the shape of coins,so we used that for spontaneous.and someone had to go play with it and it disappeared.hahaha and out of nowhere,becky produced two mandarin oranges and we tot the coin had 'evolved' to an orange!HAHAHA it was hilarious man!
stayed in pb room to talk.aiya shall not disclose what we talked abt la.quite sad actually.then we went to far east flora to order roses.bad news:they didnt have anymore.and the red roses they were selling were so ex.so,feeling slightly discouraged,xintian,grace and i went to its neighbour,goodwood.but as it was under far east flora too,it naturally didnt have any:(.this really helpful lady told us secretly that candy greenhouse has many fresh flowers and she was sure that it had what we wanted.and it turned out that it really had!!!we were so damn pleased and i tink the money we brought was so much more than we paid!by then,i was feeling quite tired.called my dad and went home.it was really quite a meaningful day.
slept like a pig.woke up just in time for reunion dinner.yay had delicious curry.yummy.ahhh my mum's nagging at me to decorate the house.bahh.sorry guys shall blog tmr.or just...SOON.

2005-01-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today:(the moment i woke up i felt like the world was crashing down on me.must be bcos i slept at arnd 2.30 last nite,and my body sort-of couldnt switch from 'holiday mode' back to 'school mode'.now i have a slight sorethroat.damn.why must it always be a sorethroat?sigh.OH SHEESH.just sms-ed sab.she said that there's math assignment!!!better go do it now!bye!

2005-01-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

went for third lang just now...not that i dont want la but my dad just doesnt allow me to quit lor!i took the first bus and reached moelc really early,arnd 1.40...i like reaching there earlyx)many people were like:eh?how come you're here?i thought u quit already?then i had to explain and explain and explain...luckily yanhan is in my class-J2E.i cant believe that all my friends have either transferred or quit.so now the class looks very empty,and mr wee is constantly 'trying' to keep us talking,but if he keeps on talking in jap,how are we to know what he was trying to say???aiyo...he's singaporean la btw...whenever he asks a question in japanese(which is ALL the time),he will look at us for answers but we shoot him a blur look instead.and then he'll repeat his answer IN JAP,which is useless cos we STILL dont understand!so after many futile attempts,he will ask us in english.haiz i want muto sensei!!!mr wee is erm nice?but he isnt that good at teaching...and because today's my first lesson,so he asked me to take the quiz next wed.

good news!my bro is back from army!haha only for two days.he looks the same actually,cos he was already tan.he was wearing his 'smart four' and he is now 'botak'!!!i shall be bad later and play with his erm 'hair'.wheeeeeee.dunno why his voice became hoarse.and i like the boots!they're so cool!

im quitting gym i tink.yea.i mean,gym is on mon wed fri,i cant possibly go for training anymore.but to be honest,i miss gym.especially since there is a gymnast sitting beside me in school(Cherrie),and it's fun listening to her talk abt her training.a new male coach came and cherrie hates him cos training is tougher now.well,cherrie is too pro larh,and training is like a piece of cake to her=)zhao sen likes lao shi!!!wahahahaha so funnyyyyy.limjie kaiyan u guys better read this.cherrie and the rest have been forcing him to express his love for lao shi for very long,and i tink he has told lao shi that he likes her=)hahahaha...but lao shi just laughed whenever he says that he likes her,like it was a joke.lao shi is pretty and zhao sen is muscular,they'll make such a perfect pair!cherrie will be so pleased i blogged so much abt her hehe><

and im so glad friday is a holiday.FINAALLLYYYY.A BREAK.im going to sleep in for as late as i can!

2005-01-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

why am i facing so many problems at home?like there isnt enough things to worry about in school?i cant just forget everything,can i?stupid adults.when i grow up im going to give my children freedom and the best i can give them.now see what they have done.ive changed my blogskin,but am i happy abt it?no i am not.all because of them.i bet they're gloating over it now.

2005-01-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

woooo!i forgot to blog abt something that happened ages ago.actually not AGES larh,but arnd 1 week ago?yup.arina,dian,ani,maryam,ivy,mel and who arh...?oops sorry i forgot:pthese ppl are the sweetest things on earth!they bought me the jordi labanda slingbag and shopaholic dreamworld!!!i was like so damn touched!and i noe it isnt cheap to buy both of these things...so i'll like to extend my greatest appreciation to you guys*huggies*

2005-01-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

u noe wad.actually i can still take jap leh.haven hand in the withdrawal form yet.u say how leh?but must change to mon wed,and i haven been attending lessons for the past two weeks,how to catch up and how to tell the teacher????arghh.i hate life.

2005-01-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

SHEESH.i finally quit third lang.i dunno how i feel now.i feel....RELIEVED YET CONFUSED.well in any case.i've already made my decision,so it's impossible to turn back now...

2005-01-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

oh.and not to forget that i havent done my commonwealth essay.wad the hell.

2005-01-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

I AM IN DEEP SHIT.i dunno what to do with my third lang days.what the hell do they mean when they say:if your third lang days clash with your cca days,you still have to come for third lang?like third lang is more impt than our cca?for god damn's sake,we get points for cca!and now tuesdays and thursdays are like free for me??i have never gotten a day without any activities.usually it's either gym,third lang or piano.now it feels weird to have TWO free afternoons.this is so pissifying.

2005-01-09T18:04:00.000+08:00

through this orientation,i realise that i cant do without FEA.each and every one of us is unique,yet we share a common goal.FEA has stood by me and we shared such good times:sleeping in block H,telling ghost stories,feeling sian together...these are the things that make orientation rawwwk so much!just wanna say,THANK YOU,for being wacky with me,tolerating my wackiness,teaching me those lame but funny songs,and for everything else!three cheers for FEA!

I LOVE FEA!

go fea.go fea.go fea.oh yeah.

2005-01-08T20:08:00.000+08:00

ooh manz i have sooo much to talk about orientation camp!it was so damn fun!on friday after school the sec ones played their station games,and that was where the fun part began!at first liying and i were patrollers of blocks d,e,h and amphi.then we got so bored that we decided to play shooters.wahahaha i was holding the bottle of water with many holes on the cap,preparing to strike any unfortunate class that passed me by.the sec ones have to protect their class 'gladiator' and prevent the paper on her to be wet.there was this poor girl who was so small and tiny that her classmates,in an attempt to hide her,held her so tightly that she was almost lifted up her feet.and she fell down twice.or maybe even more.poor thing.so after that i felt guilty of shooting the poor sec ones so i gave up and roamed the school.soon it was around 5.after debrief and everything,everyone was prepared to eat.the food was not bad:chicken roll,chicken with mushrooms,spaghetti,green beans and corn pudding.i totally detested corn pudding after having a bite from xianwei's cos it was really sweet and coconut-ish.then the sec ones went to bathe.the student leaders basically just waited for them to get ready for night surprise.night surprise is cool.the surprise is a line-dancing competition among the sec one classes,then the pb and psb performed a dance each.so cool lor!there was this really shuai person dancing like a punk,and guess who it was?kar wei,yes!wahahaha xianwei and i were practically hyperventilating,tho she hyperventilated more:).then the psb danced;their dance is very nice too!everyone was really high that night so we cheered like siao before cleaning up.cheryl,eli,xianwei and i got our bathing stuff and went to the block d first floor toilet to bathe.we were lucky to be the first people.xianwei and i shared one cubicle while eli and cheryl shared another.haha the 'one,two,three-TURN!' thingy that xianwei came up with is so funny!cos we didnt want to see each other so everytime we wanted to turn,then we'll count to three and turn to the left.but it was fun larh.noone to bang our doors and hurry us.we were taking our own sweet time.non class i/cs were supposed to sleep in block h but xianwei and i were so chicken we didnt dare to experiment with the light switches.bernice and two other psls helped us,but the moment bernice switched on a light,xianwei screamed and everyone scrammed!hahahaha.then we were too scared so we just assembled in the canteen eating the leftovers and trying to keep ourselves awake.finally we found out that the speech and drama room is open so we laid our sleeping bags.once the lights went out,cheryl and eli told ghost stories.i didnt even finish listening to the first one,cos i was dead tired.

we woke up at five,cleaned up,changed then went to help food comm to prepare breakfast.the sec ones are so lucky to have seniors helping them to spread the jam and chocolate spread(not nutella) on plates for them.xianwei and i already had our eyes on the cup noodles so we waited till almost all the sec ones had gone before buying.while the sec ones had their house prac from 730-1030,eli told us ghost stories!oh man eli is such a good joke-cum-ghost stories teller!we were so scared after hearing the 'head' one.basically the morning went by after like doing our duties and stuff.then at around noon,i changed into formal u.i was in-charge of food stall 3 for orientation tea.after that i was really lethargic and losing all those enthusiasm already,so by the time we went up to the gallery for concert,i dozed off(hahaha).everyone was so enthu lor!cheering for their classes and stuff,so happy to see them like that!eli,liying and cheryl cried you noe!this year's orientation is sooooo super FUN!<strong>wooohooooo!tired now.just broke camp half an hour ago.gonna eat dinner.byeeeee

2004-12-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

many apologies to the people whom i have not added in my 'links' list!really sorry!i will do it one of these days,but just to let u guys noe,i have not forgotten to add u,so dont worry!=)yup.that's it.

MY RESOLUTIONS FOR YEAR 2005

I will not procrastinate in whatever i do,be it a school assignment or practising my piano.this is really hard,but i have to do my best to keep to my resolution strictly
I will not watch tv excessively
I will show absolute interest in whatever i do,be it a school assignment,a school subject or practising the piano
I will enjoy my year thoroughly,which i didnt this year
I will not cry over insignificant matters,or even cry for no rhyme or reason,like in sp & d class
I will eat less chocolates,sweets and other kinds of food harmful to the human body
I will try laughing at becky's err...jokes
I will love my friends more than i did this year.and of course,my family too
I will not watch tv till the tsunami thingy is over
And of course,I will adhere to the above resolutions strictly,though a few mistakes made here and there are okay for a beginner like me

There!My 10 New Year Resolutions for year 2005!whee!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2004-12-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

hello.haven't been blogging much,have i?well things have been kindda busy these days,what with the sec one orientation and HOMEWORK.oh god.speaking of hw,i am left with one more day(of my trip).so should be able to finish by today.have dental appointment later.hahs haven been there for a looong time.and i cant believe it.gym is on mon wed fri!!!this is sooo irritating...cos i am NOT quitting third lang and i CANNOT quit piano(note:the difference between NOT and CANNOT).ccao was okay,though some parents were so ugh.okay shall not say,cos i guess once your child enrols in this whole new school i guess you tend to want to be updated on everything and thus may seem more keen on everything.i could see that alot of girls were interested in rhy gym.hahaha.

okay.this tsunami is scary.really scary.everyday on the news i see dead bodies and crying families of the deceased or the missing people.there was this village which was completely wiped out.WIPED OUT.what was left was those rubbles and the whole village is seriously DEAD.when i saw this scene,my mind flashed back to history lessons.when mr ganesh was saying how the indus valley got wiped out,due to external invasion or blablahblah.well i think maybe the same thing happened to the indus people in the past.maybe this huge tsunami swept and engulfed the whole town so noone lived.and the bodies that were swept back lay on the streets,therefore when archaeologists went to indus valley,they found dead bodies!haha ingenious thinking!okayokay this is not the point.the point is,so many people are dead out there,and their families are crying over their bodies.some are still waiting in apprehension,cos their loved ones are yet to be found.seeing the little bodies of the children lying uniformly on the ground,i thought of how many grieving mothers and fathers there would be.or maybe some of them are also dead,which is,in a way,a good thing.cos neither the father or mother has to see their child/children lying motionless,knowing that they had their last breath when the water swallowed them up.this tsunami came without warning,and i think this is really unfair.i mean,for how long has a tsunami not occurred?how are the people supposed to know when it will come?i know predicting a tsunami is impossible and im not trying to bargain with the tsunami,but really.this is really unfair.i dont wanna watch the news again.not till this tsunami thingy is over and dead bodies are not shown on tv.okay.that is officially my new year resolution.

2004-12-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

gosh.i can't believe that i haven't started on my chinese homework yet.nvm.i shall do it tmr and i shall finish it by this weekend.yes i shall.

oh man reporting day was fun man!hahaha i love promoting our school products,and i just realised how cool our school umbrella is!and i want to buy!saw pauline,patricia and yuen kay.whee.it was so funny selling those rafflesian products,like there was this man who didnt bring enough cash and wanted to buy the sports bag for his daughter,so he asked whether we accept cheque cos he kept a fresh page in his pocket.hahaha.and many parents asked if we had a ATM in school.i tink installing one will be very convenient for alot of people,and some students do have cash cards so if they run out of cash or something,at least they can go to the ATM.

the PITs wore school blouse,with a black skirt,stockings and court shoes.outside,we wore a blazer.wow.the stockings are so damn hot.and the court shoes!ying yan's court shoes even cut the plaster she placed on her heel!mine is just uncomfortable at the back and later,the toes felt squashed.elizabeth keeps boasting that her shoes are so comfortable,so i tried them on,and it feels like im not wearing any shoes at all!hers were only ten bucks,mine cost sixteen,which is very reasonable,considered that liying bought hers for like EIGHTY???and ushering wasnt that bad,cos after ushering afew parents,we kinda got a hang of it,and chatted with them.

thanks hannah for the marshmallows,and ruiling for the nougats!!!=)

after we had our debrief,someone had to go buy the varnish for our banner.our banner was kind of sad cos some little parts of the paint had cracked,resulting in white patches here and there,which isnt very nice when u really see it up-close.so lizard-bird(eli) and i took the bus to ps to buy the varnish from spotlight.

then a really funny thing happened.while we were scrutinising the labels,this guy came up and said:"um excuse me,do u sell water colour here?"then eli and i were like:"....we are not working here....."and resisting the urge to laugh.it's not the guy's fault la,but hello?the staff there don't dress so formally like us,and staff don't go around the shop looking for varnish!hahahahaha.then we were really confused about what some of the labels read,so we went to ask this lady,who didnt look very kind.and she was like:"aiya this two cannot use cannot use!both are for furniture,cannot use!"then before we could open our mouths,she had drifted off to some other place,obviously trying to avoid more questions.i seriously think that singaporeans should improve on their working attitude lor.i mean,they are the people working,and if they are so impolite and so reluctant to answer even a few questions,who will their customers turn to when they hav any enquiries?and they're also spoiling singapore's image.besides,im sure that they cant be so busy as to hav no time to even attend to one customer right?i saw this salesgirl,pretending to be busy by walking here and there,but when i really observed her,i realised that she wasnt exactly doing anything!she was like walking around aimlessly,walking with big strides,but actually it was just pretend.

eli is so funny!!!she told so many lame jokes on the way,making me laugh till my cheeks hurt!she really cracks me up man!and thank you for letting me know what you're making as my birthday present.thank you very much.for spoiling the mood.

today totally rocked man!oh after my mum dropped eli off at bishan mrt station,rach came and gave me my christmas present,which she bought together with yina.and plus amandy's present for me.thank you rachie,yina and amandy!

and to all the people out there,Merry Christmas!

2004-12-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!I AM BACKKK!phew i survived the flight!cos my ears were thoroughly blocked and it was really painful,and i couldnt do anything to get the air out of my ears.well anyway,many things happened yesterday,though we only went to tasmania's cadbury chocolate factory and melbourne.okay,first thing in the morning,we visited cadbury chocolate factory.it was an impressive factory,cos they were very strict and serious abt their chocolate-making,and once something goes wrong they will immediately stop the whole huge machine,which actually happens quite often.we got to taste many kinds of chocolate on the way.i find the pure milk chocolate a little too milky so i didnt really fancy it.but actually i dun really eat cadbury chocolates eccept the ones that had nuts in them.i juz didnt like the chocolates they make.but there's one i like:the rum and raisin one.very nice:)after that we had a little chocolate shopping.my parents bought alot of chocolates!but mostly not for us to eat haha.they bought for our relatives and my dad's company.we then proceeded to the hobart airport,which is in tasmania,but it's not an international airport so it doesnt fly to singapore,only places near it like melbourne.the flight took onli 1 hour.
when we arrived in melbourne international airport,there were 3 hours left to our next flight to singapore,but after the checking-in stuff half an hour was gone.my parents wanted to shop at the melbourne market and along the streets so we rushed outside to flag a taxi.the female taxi-driver was very friendly.ok this was wad we spoke in the taxi.
dad:we want to get to central.
taxi-driver(TD):SHANTRO???
dad:nonono,CENTRAL
TD:OH CENTRAL,CENTRAL MELBOURNE!oh sure sure come on in!
(on the way there,my dad,being such a busybody,asked alot of questions that seem to baffle the taxi-driver,and the questions were wad a normal person wouldnt know how to answer)
TD:do you want to go to victoria street to shop at the market?
dad:(frowns)victoria street?
TD:yes,that is a very busy street also.
dad:okay.
(starts shooting questions)
dad:so.....how long does it take to travel from one end of melbourne to the other?
TD:(laughs nervously)people seem to ask me the difficult questions!erm i dunno,probably XXXhours?
dad:wad abt by car?
TD:i've never tried it but i tink it'll take abt 16 hours.
dad:(blank look)SIX-THIRTY???
TD:SIXTEEEEEEEEN
dad:oh haha sorrysorry
dad:wad abt by plane?
TD:around XXX hours.
dad:so......is this car yours?or does it belong to the company?
TD:oh we rented it,so it actually belongs to us.
dad:oh......so how much do u get from taxi-driving?
TD:fifty-fifty.
dad:where do u stay?
TD:i stay at the XXX area.
dad:oh so how much time do u take to get here?
TD:erm abt XXXmin?
dad:oh.what is this place called?
TD:oh this is XXX.
dad:(asks lots of questions abt the place till i almost wanted to scream at him)
and then he asked the wrong thing.....
dad:so....how much is your salary?
TD:(like tigeress)YOU THINK IM GOING TO TELL YOU MY WAGE?YOU THINK SO?THIS IS MY BUSINESS AND YOUR WAGE IS YOUR BUSINESS
i thought that she was too fed-up with my dad for asking so many questions so she exploded
dad:...............(dunno wad to say)
TD:IT'S RUDE.IT'S RUDE.it's rude to ask people how much they earn.this is my business and your wage is your business.in australia it's rude to ask.
dad:(enlightens)OH sorry sorry!it's rude?
TD:YES.
dad:hahaha sorry sorry
TD:(turns into a lamb)it's OKAYYYY.HAHAHA.
then my dad sort of kept quiet.most of the time she spoke.

the taxi fare was so ex!you should see the meter:every few seconds 10 cents is added.we dropped off at the market.it was a busy sight.most of the vendors were chinese.we bought cherries(again),mangoes(again) and strawberries.then we walked out to the streets.we bought some hot pastry and it was a wonderful feeling!cos it was cold and my whole body was warmed up!there werent many shops cos we had to walk further to the central,where it's the busiest.however,we were pressed for time.so,after buying something at the 7-eleven store,and taking a few more pictures,we took a taxi back HAHAHA.oh i haven said how much the taxi fare costs.it is abt 40 bucks!which is equals to 52 singapore dollars!one trip!so you can imagine how much we spent juz on the taxi fare,like a hundred sing dollars??!!!and we spent one hour on the trip to the central and back to the airport.so it was really a wasted trip.we could have used that money to buy other things in the airport.sigh.

but the airport is wad i really wanna talk about.okay.my parents and i were in this ripcurl shop.then while i was looking at something,i heard a voice:"nawww" which is actually "no",but with a light aussie accent.so i turned my head and saw a skinny person and a salesgirl.the skinny person was frantically looking for a pair of pants.then i realised something:isnt she cynthia koh???!!!!the one who acted as the bad sister in holland v.and yes it was her!she looks so small,and she was carrying two huge bags.hehe so i 'trotted' up to my parents who were at the other end to tell them abt it.i used 'trotted' cos i wanted to treat it as nothing big,like seeing a Singaporean artiste in the Melbourne airport,next to me,isnt such a big deal.just then,i spotted another person!guess who.ok it's hard to guess i noe.so i shall reveal.that person is weng1 qing1 hai3,the guy who always acts in wushu shows.i dunno his english name,but he also acted as a policeman in Heartlander.my dad actually went up to him and said hi!i almost fainted of embarrassment,so i quickly ran to the jackets area cos they were bg enough to hide me.they talked for awhile.but i could see that he's quite friendly.he doesnt put on airs.then we left the shop and i asked my dad what he said.he said that he was starring in this gourmet thing,and two artistes were appointed for each station.something like the tv programmes on food we watch on channel 8 larh.but this is for channel 5.before we passed the immigration gates,we hopped into this shop and bought the crunchy nougats.i love them!but thats not the point haha.the thing is,i saw someone that i noe again.we were paying for the nougats,then i casually turned my head,and then i saw MR LOW or LOH or LO!!!i forgot how to spell his name but he's that guy who was in-charge of discipline together with mrs bay in my primary school.i was like shocked?then he also saw me so we waved.hahahahaha.it's a weird thing to do.but that was how we responded.beside him there was this petite woman so i assumed that they were married.well i couldnt believe my luck.while waiting for our plane,i saw someone that i noe again!she's miss seah,a teacher in my primary school who teaches english.my eldest brother was taught by her for 3 years last time.my mum knows her so she went over to chat with her.hahaha.and there's another coincidental thing.there's this newly-wed couple in my tour group.to the people who attended the p6 gathering party at my house,you all noe that amandas left early cos she and her mum had to attend someone's wedding dinner rite?well,this couple is the couple whose wedding amandy and her mum attended!hahahahahahahaha....and they live very near each other somemore!!!!hahahahaha...so funny......

bah i feel so lost.today when i woke up my mind was a blank.there was nothing awaiting me.and when i opened my eyes,i saw my bedroom,not the motel room.and it's just kindda sad.it's like though we didnt stay at a posh hotel and have good food,but at least we had lotsa fun and the sightseeing was nice too.i feel like a part of me still wants to remain there,and im not ready to let go.when i woke up,i knew nothing fun was awaiting me,i knew that i could no longer board the bus and be driven to somewhere fun,on a mountain or at the shopping area.i knew i'll no longer see wombats,koalas,or tasmanian devils,no longer eat their food,visit the historical places,feel the cold air or fall asleep on the bus.things that i'm not looking forward to are awaiting me.

i wanna go back to that place.

2004-12-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO!today is by far the coldest day in tas,and i was wearing knee-length pants!there was nothing really exciting larh,but we had dinner at a CHINESE RESTAURANT!!!!HEEHEEHEE...the taste of the food is so refreshing,and i ate till my stomach couldn't take it anymore.and the chinese waitress had this really thick aussie accent,quite cool:)and we went to visit port arthur,a prison where the prisoners(second-offenders) were kept and like tortured,quite a nice place cos it's well-preserved and is of historic value.then we sat on the cruise but there was nothing much to see cos almost all the towers were decomposed liao.then we went shopping.but cos the shops close very early,like at 5,so we've got like half an hour to shop HAHA VERY HILARIOUS.erm sorry couldnt control myself.but juls you're right the food here is not nice.i dun wanna say that it's horrible cos it's the type of food the aussies are grown up in so i tink it's just that we're not used to it.so during lunch,when it was actually provided(sandwiches),we went to buy instead.hahaha.but it's really terrible larh cos we had been eating sandwiches for EVERY LUNCH and almost all of them had cheese in them,and i cant stand cheese!and it's always water,coffee or tea,water coffee or tea,no soft drink or anything,even for the kids.today went to pick berries and some had worms on them.small,ugly,grotesque,wormy,jiggly WORMS.YUCKS.i used the tissue to remove them,meaning to just flick them away,but they were so fragile and weak that they were squashed!i was so horrified to see the black remains and liquid!ewwwww...oops 1 minute left!gotta go!

2004-12-13T16:39:00.000+08:00

2004-12-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

this is soooo freaky! a woman who's kindda drunk came and said hello to my mm and i,holding a glass of wine.she looks like she's gonna hug us.and she asked us whether we wanna go up to their party and hav some drinks!like i would/could!i mean,look at me,im only thirteen!well,fourteen in less than a month actually!they're mad!oh my last post was about the cigarette smell.oh man i cant stand it im going!

2004-12-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

heya!it's 9.44pm now in tasmania,that is,when im typing this larh,but when i finish i dun tink will be so early already.well anyway,im in this STUPID MOTEL!i mean MOTEL you noe!when we were booking the tickets in the travel agency they told us we'll be living in this four-star hotel,but now i cant even imagine how it looks like,cos till now we're always living in motels,and this is our third one(last one also).okay,i dun wanna seem whiny or wad,but this is really like the hotel 81s in singapore lor!and the ang mohs are playing loud music,some of them even drunk!here's one coming down the stairs singing crazily!i may have to blog many entries today,cos this thing costs one dollar every 10 minutes.and i have alot of things to say!hmmm...let's talk about today.today in the morning we had an AWFUL breakfast!i mean most of the meals are awful larh cos we cannot get used to the salads,uncooked rice,pasta,lotsa cheese kindda food.but today was quite fun.the good thing about this place is that the weather is SUPER NICE!the wind just brushes your face and caresses it like a mother to her baby.this thing is left with 37 cents.erm yup,in the morning,we just went sightseeing blahblah....the best thing that happened today is that I MET JOANNE!YES,JOANNE FROM 110!!!!THAT'S LIKE THE BEST THING AND COOLEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME!haha the comp asked me to insert more coins to extend the session.this keyboard is super diff to type...ewwww i can smell

2004-12-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

boo.i cant go to escape with my class darleengs!!!*wailssss*i bet it's gonna be SO fun!juz hope that it doesnt rain cos nowadays it has been raining quite frequently.yeaa.basically i hav nothing to say.im juz hogging the comp while my brother's in the shower.hmmm.ok.i shall say abt today.well i went back to school to do BANNER PAINTING!it sounds really fun and i was really excited.but when i got to school,there were only a few pits around(which is quite sad),but oh well,it's better than nothing.xiner,natt,kris,yanhan,lisa,liying,xintian,francesca were there(i hope i didnt miss anyone out!).we had a really long cloth which xintian bought from geylang(i tink)and the thing is,we had to cut it into four pieces and then sew them together horizontally to form a somehow 'square' canvas.the cloth smelled like hotel bedsheets.we had fun along the way,with xiner cracking jokes and some of us making cranky mistakes.then came the difficult part.it was sewing time!the problem was,we didnt noe how!ok,we've learnt sewing before larh but the sewing room was closed,so some of them went to the GO to see if they allowed us to go into the sewing room.they didnt,cos they said there are 'valuables' in there,including the sec 1 orientation bags and stuff.yea.but we could go up to the home econs room at 9 to borrow a sewing machine.and get this,it's A sewing machine.and we've got like a super long cloth to sew,which is,by the way,super heavy too.but we've got no choice so at first xiner sewed.wow it was a tough job.we had to stop a few times.oh and lynn and janice were there,they were talking abt chinese hol hw.then lynn said she wanted to write abt how she slacked but she didnt noe how to phrase it.so janice suggested:"just say:zhe ge jia qi wo hen s-l-a-c-kkkk"hahaha the way she said "slackkk" was so farny!francesca,natt,xintian,liying,kris and yanhan discussed abt the orientation banner design,and also the colours.heehee i shall not reveal the design!but anyway,we spent abt an hour and a half in that room then we went down to the koi pond to emulsify it.man.it was really hard work!though we were armed with a gazillion brushes with varying sizes,it was difficult cos we had to cover little patches here and there,and we didnt think before we started.we should hav painted from the inside,instead of covering the sides,then advancing to the inside,cos there will be no place for us to stand!hahaha and that was exactly wad happened to natt!so we had to pass her brush around so that she could paint the little patches,while she was standing like a flamingo.i was dipping my brush into the paint ,then when i lifted it up,my brush went over liying's head and the paint dripped onto her hair!i was so frantic!but luckily it was easy to wash off,if not i would never forgive myself!well at one,our baby was in a beautiful coat of white!too bad i cant go tmr to chalk!you guys will do a wonderful job!and hope that we can break the record of finishing the banner in 3 days!(i wonder how in the world did the sec twos this year manage it?!)

lisa goh is mad.haha.she doesnt want to go to thailand.she doesnt want to pack.and she's got tennis tmr morning before she has to rush off to the airport,so i advised her to pack now.whee amandy's going to the airport in the morning!i love going in the midnight!especially when we're travelling to genting in a bus...whee good luck amandy!i dun feel like packing.but it's okay i can pack tmr cos i onli hav to reach the airport at 5 plus.i've got a whole morning and almost-whole afternoon to pack.it's just basically stuffing all my clothes in the luggage larh.cos it's not winter there.i realised that i shouldn't hav wished you guys a merry christmas cos im coming back next week!wahahaha it's not like i'll be gone forever...there's a whole ten days to christmas when i come back...

anyway i cant blog anymore,feeling tired.hope i hav a nice sleep tonight,haven been sleeping well the last few nights...................ZzZZzz........

2004-12-06T09:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm i havent packed to go to tasmania yet,but my mum's still washing some of the clothes so hav to wait.heard that tasmania is very hot now...there'll be so many things to do when i return home,like my chinese hw cos im writing on my overseas trip,and also preparation for orientation and stuff.and my mum's thinking of flying over to shanghai to visit my aunt,whose husband(my uncle)is working there so the whole family is staying there for the holiday in their apartment.but i reckon things will be difficult to arrange,cos when we come back on the 15th,we hav to start preparing for many things.

i think amandas's blog is very nice to read,like how a teacher feels when he/she reads a very nice essay.and she doesnt put in cheem words just for the sake of it,whereas some other blogs that ive seen,do.like in the middle of nowhere,out pops a cheem word;the feeling is weird.

before i go,i'll juz like to wish everybody a MERRY CHRISTMAS!enjoy your holidays,people!it's going to end soon!

2004-12-05T15:26:00.000+08:00

shutter is so damn scary!and the story is nice,not like some horror movie which doesnt make any sense.there werent many ppl in the ps cinema but a group of girls sitting behind us always shrieked at the scary parts and sometimes at the not-so-scary parts.lisa and i practically clung on to each other every other minute.haha should watch.we were in ps for abt 3 hours onli,then lisa had to go so i went home too.

some people are just so cowardly.they dare to blurt rubbish out but do not even dare to own up.if you think you're better than me then say who you are!dont transform into a tortoise and hide behind the nameless tag.and who are you to judge me anyway?firstly,i am not a bimbo,and secondly,i do not act cute.my friends can vouch for that.and is it a crime to tag at ppl's blog to ask them to link me,may i ask?isnt the tag board designed to suit our needs that include informing friends of your blog?and did i ever say that me being a PIT makes or will make a difference to you?ive seen ppl like you in my friends' blogs and i think that people like you juz like to criticise ppl without knowing the facts.you juz like to pass on judgement of someone superficially,and that doesnt make you better than the person u criticised.people like you juz make me sick!

2004-12-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

sighh.there's nothing to do at home.and watching finding nemo countless times isnt really very entertaining.went out with yunnie char limin and pt and most of the time we were walking aimlessly in heeren.oh gosh.i cant rmb what we did!ok.thinkthinkthink.hmmm we were in taka kfc...trace back....oh!we bought best of blue for yunnie,disney for char,yellowcard for limin and maksim for pt.and im gonna burn each of them hehehe(weellll,i did pay for one-quarter of the price of each album....)then went to the old annex(i dunno wad it's called now)to look at slippers.and wow they're so ex,even tho their design isnt better than some slippers sold elsewhere.hmmm i dun rmb us walking anywhere else....i tink we walked to taka...oh ya we did.sorry my short-term memory's coming back.it was ok the last few days.well,we wanted to go to the food court,and on the way we were talking abt sushi cos i ws craving for it.oh no!before that we went to action city in heeren where we spotted a few cute stuff.like this egg-shaped dustbin and a mini one for containing tooth-picks.yunnie and char thought they were cute and wanted to buy for yenyen but in the end they didnt(cant rmb why).the piggies are still there!!!i wanted yunnie to buy for me but i changed my mind.and yunnie wanted me to buy eeyore for her.eeyore's quite cute and soft.then we discovered sushi plushies!!!!so cute!!!!and that's why i had a craving for sushi after that.char bought a pair of soft toys(meant to be a couple)which cost $15.95.they were for her parents for their wedding anniversary.apparently,their family celebrates their wedding anniversary every year and it's like a big thing.well,we couldn't bear leaving action city!but limin and yunnie were hungry as they haven had their lunch yet so we walked to taka,meaning to go to the foodcourt.but when we passed by kfc i stopped to buy the cappuccino crunch and they started fighting to go to either mac's or kfc.haha so after a round of votes we settled on kfc.each of us bought the popcorn shake.then we had a walk at the gifts area where alot of ppl were doing xmas shopping so it was kinda hard to get around.we saw lotsa nice stuff but didnt buy any.haha we saw a red cross and almost wanted to buy for yile.well,then 4 o'clock was nearing and i had to go so i left first without saying goodbye to char and peiting who were somewhere in the crowd.i highly suspect they discovered something cool and had abandoned us.it was arnd 4.15 when 167 finally came.the bus ride was quite bumpy which isnt a very suitable word to describe especially when singapore roads certainly arent bumpy,but that was how i felt:bumpy.haha i tink im kindda crapping larh.my eyelids are getting heavier.cant blog anymore.

2004-12-03T13:32:00.000+08:00

hahs last night,or rather,this morning at arnd 2 i was blogging then my mum came out and looked at me in this horrified way,like,she cant believe that her own daughter stays up this late just to face the comp.she barked at me to go to bed so i had to shut the comp.hmpft.

hahahaha finding nemo is so damn farny.the first time i watched it was in the cinema but i didnt realli find it very nice or wad.but now that i watched it again it's like super funny.and the animation is so nice too.

yesterday went out with lene,limin,yunnie and peiting(otherwise known as pt:performance task).went far east.i arrived later cos i had lunch at home while they had theirs at kfc.well then we went shopping.oh ya lene and pt bought me this CUTE PIGGIE!!!!it's so adorable and it has a 'hole' just below its piggy nose.we still cant figure out whether it's his mouth or belly-button,but otherwise,it's really cute.and they also bought this haltertop and skirt for me,which is very sweet of them.thank you leneyunnieptlimin!!!i love you guys!hahahaha we bought this orange and black sleeveless top for becky too!oh and charlene!do not quit jap!!!!donotdonotdonot!!!cos jap is so fun and without you lessons will be so different!!!im begging you on behalf of yingjing peiting chermaine chloe shusi joy and...isaac(hahahahahaha)....and all the ppl in the class!yup!cos the rest are so serious in class and onli you bring laughter to all of us!
ok back to yesterday.pt said she had to buy this breath spray from topshop for her cousin.so we walked to wisma where we went to see the breath spray and i found out that it was the one shown in lime magazine.but pt had no money so we're going out again today:)im leaving in approximately 30 min.and we're also buying cds.then yunnie and lene wanted to go to the toilet so we walked round level 3 in search of a toilet.we passed by esprit where a few models were dressed up for some reason,posing,and to me,they looked so identical,like twins or something.and they looked so bimbo too.well we continued our search but we found that the toilet was closed.so we had to go down.yunnie and i were acting les(hahahahahahahaha)while pt limin and lene were slightly behind us.then suddenly they disppeared!cos yunnie and i walked towards the aquarium thinking that they would follow us.but they didnt appear.so we just stood there like dummies looking at the fishies.then i remembered that i had a granola bar.so yunnie and i shared the granola bar.and yunnie showed me peiting fish!!!it's this huge and ugly and normal fish which doesnt in the least appeal to me.no wonder it's called peiting fish hah!hahahahaha no offense larh peiting!after they magically appeared again(actually they went to the toilet)we went to mac's and talked for abt half an hour.then i went home cos i still had to go to the travel agency for this briefing on what to bring and whatsoever for the tasmania trip.yup.

now i realli gotta go or i'll be late!

2004-12-02T08:35:00.000+08:00

0h man.cant believe that sly isnt singapore idol.he rawks k!!!!!but i kindda expected this larh...somehow i wished he was second cos i think being second will last longer...aiya wadeva larh this is just some weird thinking of mine...blahblahblah...im so sick of watching spore idol and getting disappointed.especially when maia was kicked out.but i still watch all the episodes larh...then when maia reappeared yesterday,elaine,limmies,kaiyan and i were like shrieking cos she's our fav!!!but i didnt like her hairstyle yesterday,too ah lian-ish.

hmmm wad am i gonna say now?oh ya.we had gym sec 4 farewell dinner yesterday,at geri's house.in the morning we had training then we bathed in the ccab toilet,where we waited for elaine for like a gazillion years.then we had to rush to food haven cos we were running out of time.and elaine was practically strolling down the slope.haiz.then we took the bus to my house,and we were lucky cos the bus arrived just when we reached the bus stop:)oh then i realised that my mum was already baking the orange cake:)thanks mummy!!!so we could concentrate on making the cards and the organza bags.whee.i didnt help in making the organza bags but they turned out nice!!!!so nice!!!and i think the colours we bought were so appropriate.hehe cos i chose them.ok shall not be ego again.oh then we put the cards we made into the bags and they looked not bad.hmmm we could make this organza-bag-making thingy our career!or our cca!so that we dun hav to go for gym anymore!hah!oops gotta go ill tag later....

2004-11-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh.i typed a whole big blog and this stupid thing had to hang up on me!arghhhh.i was tokking abt my experience in 3 travel agencies.now i tink im juz gonna proclaim:"im going to tasmania!im going to tasmania!im going to tasmania!!!!!!yippeee!!!"

2004-11-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.yesterday was such a pissifying day.ok.this was wad happened:

early in the morning(actually not that early),i went to thomson plaza to buy drinks and to develop the photos in the digi cam cos i tot we'll be using it,but it turned out that i didnt use at all.well,serene came the earliest,when i wasnt at home,and my mum drove us to mac's to buy lunch for rach,charm,zx,yina,amandas,serene,my two bros and i.well,it was abt 1.30 when we ate lunch.yupp.after that we juz lazed arnd and waited for 3 o'clock to come,which was when the guys would arrive.in between this period of time,some girls came,but i cant rmb exactly who,like leonie,baihui,xinyi....yeaaa.

and daniel came slightly before 3 and he called us to go downstairs cos he doesnt noe which block.so we went downstairs.there was noone there except for a guy wearing white,carrying a big plastic bag in his hand.and all of us juz went:"nah!cant be him larh!"ok.so we sort-of looked arnd,and that white figure didnt move at all,and his eyes were totally on us.so someone said:"isnt that daniel keng???"so we walked towards that mysterious guy,and IT WAS DANIEL!he's like slimmer!and wow it's like he's been through some revolution.well he's very kind cos he brought a whole bag of tidbits.joseph and timothy arrived after him,and guess wad.joseph's still carrying that green aitong slingbag!!!and they were lame.cos they were like trying to get away from us so they went round the condo and went to the playground!!!we had to invite them to come up.once they were upstairs they stood outside my house and talked.hello??!!!how lame can that be???well in the end joseph made up this excuse that he wanted to enjoy some air-con and went in.

this was when time seemed to have stopped.it's like suddenly noone's coming anymore.and there were so few ppl!!!and eunice,yiying and zhimin left early.the ppl in the living room spent their time watching school of rock,though i'm sure they didnt quite enjoy it.then leonie had to go catch her flight and we started proceeding downstairs to book the table tennis court.that was arnd 5.30.by then,only zx,ls,charmie,yina,amandy,serene,rach,xinyi,baihui,xinrong,yiling were there.and guys were just:tim,zh,m n m,joseph,gideon,daniel.it's just so sad lor...at six we started playing table tennis,or rather,flying tennis.cos the moment the ball hit the table the second time,things got out of hand.it was hilarious!i mean,watching zx,ls,serene and charmie hit the ball and the way the ball shoots up into the air,it was quite interesting.like the ball flew realli high but they managed to keep smacking to and fro,like they were playing badminton with a short racquet,juz that the ball's allowed to hit the ground.i think that was like the best part of this whole party.

then we had dinner,which was a buffet.since there were so little ppl,abt 20,and since the food was meant for 32 ppl,u can like guess how much food there was left,provided that the girls didnt eat much.

well...it's just...so sad.the guys went home after the seven o'clock show and the remaining ppl just watched the last samurai till their parents came.and the sad thing is to look at the amount of food left.

guys,if you arent coming,pls pls pls give a call.i mean,there are ppl waiting for you and expecting you,and do u noe the feeling of waiting and waiting without any response?i mean,i'm not trying to be like dramatic or wadeva larh,but yea!dont you think it's very irresponsible???some ppl did give me a call to like apologise and tell me the reason,and i think that's forgiveable.but some ppl just thought that:ok.it's okay that i dun go.cos anyway there'll be other ppl there,and they'll be having fun,and i can just sms someone to tell her i'm not going,or i'll just keep it mum.some ppl smsed to inform abt their absence,but that was after we went to call them up,home and hp.can you all dun make it sound so easy?do u noe alot of ppl hav been waiting for this day for a long time?at least,I AM!i noe our class isnt like some SUPER-CLOSE-KNIT FAMILY-LIKE-CLASS,but that's the reason we're organising this class party!if you all have this i-can-dun-go-cos-noone-will-care mentality,you are wrong!super wrong!cos this is a CLASS!OUR CLASS!i noe you are not super proud of our class or wadeva,but please lor,here we are giving our all to make this a success,whereas you are at some corner of singapore enjoying yourselves.and i seriously think that a sms is really insincere.ok,say,if u ask a guy whom you really really really like out,and he said yes,but yet in his mind he's already thinking:eh?i have something on that day.but nvm la,i can tell her last-minute,she prob wun mind.then on that long-awaited day,you finally doll yourself up,prepared a speech(or sumting else) and do wadeva preparations JUST for this date,and that guy just SMSES you:oh sry,i cnt go.ive gt blah-blah-blah.how wld u feel?and he doesnt even bother to use the full words,like:oh im so sorry i cannot make it today.i am very sorry but ive got blah-blah-blah and i really cannot make it.i will try though.how does this sound?at least more sincere right???but i still think a call's a best.so guys,just...just...think abt it larh.i dun give a damn anymore.cos anyway im not going to organise such things anymore.cos now i noe u dun care abt it,ur heart isnt even in it.u guys just dun appreciate the trouble that we've done,like calling up each other,and me calling up the food catering company and choosing the food so that u guys can eat happily.so if u dun give a damn,why should i?i mean,i wld be happier and that will save me alot of trouble rite???why should i cook up trouble for myself???most ppl wun be reading this anyway but i wanna get it off my chest.i just want you ppl out there to noe how much this class means to me and how much i want all of us to be together,cos now that we're in different schools we probably dont meet up anymore so this is a chance for me and you to just catch up with each other.well,does it sound difficult to you?is it really that hard to do this?it certainly doesnt sound hard for me!

2004-11-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

becky's on basketball tour now,coming back tmr.heard she was realli worried abt her bball match or sumting like that.well,i dun realli noe the details,but juz wanna wish you luck kae becky?although i noe by the time i hav posted this ur match wld prob hav ended.haha.yup.and no matter wad,u'll always be the great great becky that has been beside me all this while kay!*muacks*<3

2004-11-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

hahs.today wasnt so bad after all!firstly i woke up at 8,worrying abt training today cos lim jie said she's not going,and also because,well,it's training!then i quickly got dressed and everything,and it was only 8.10am!so i went to pack,but basically i've got my rope,ball and shoes inside alrd,so there isnt much to put in.well,i had my breakfast and left my hse at 8.45am.and i reached ccab at arnd 9.10am.cheryl and i went for a walk and we met zhixu halfway.haha we scared her cos she tot we were going to the track to run.hahaha,but we didnt run today.we did normal conditioning la,but i tink i'm getting used to it alrd.gym was tiring,as of always,but finally the time came for us to go!my mum had the taiwan sausages ready to bring to vaneh's hse.i waited at tanah merah mrt for very long but there wasnt a soul in sight except for a guard who was looking out for suspicious ppl.and of cos there were some commuters.and i was quite frantic kay.i mean,firstly,i'm all alone(well,almost) in this unknown place;secondly,i expected to see alot of hse comm members.and i went to the bus-stop.and this is the surprising part.
i saw lishian!!!
yes!she was there,playing catching with her netball friends.i mean,hello,this is tanah merah mrt,not orchard,it's just so coincidental!and when we saw each other,we were like:"wad are u doing here???"then *hughug*haha i was quite ecstatic at that time.she was going for netball chalet.hope you hav a good time,ls!
huijuen came at 2.25!!!but oh well,at least im not alone anymore.then we took the bus to vaneh's house;her room is so nice!!!!there's a RICHARDIDOL poster on her wall,and some other nice stuff haha.and we waited for very long for ppl to turn up,almost 3 hrs.hahahaha vaneh's so totally obsessed with 'san guo yan yi'!she kept commending zhu ge liang,saying he's shuai and intelligent.but hey look at him he's so old he can be your dad!sigh we never noe how the mind works.thats how we spent the afternoon.at around 6 stac came.then we played games like 'vroom'(or wadeva it's spelled as),'the hand game','murderer' and 'mafia'.it was so fun!!!ada came bfore 7,then ms yeo came with her son,en yi!he is soooo cute!!!but its so sad ms yeo's leaving...we're gonna miss you,ms yeo!*huggies*at arnd 10 ada's dad came to pick us up.haha i tink ada's still guessing wad her younger sis,esse,and her aunt hav bought for her for xmas!hope u'll nvr guess it rite!it's actually a star-gazer!haha nothing that she hoped for:fishtank,house,car,hp,laptop etc.she made really foolish guesses like,a book on how to fix a microscope's lens??!!!
hahaha all in all it was a fun day!yay!it's so fun being in the house comm!

2004-11-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

YAY.IM FINALLY DONE CALLING THESE PEOPLE UP!it's like a mission accomplished.but now theres gonna be another mission coming my way.eeps theres training tmr.and i onli knew like 10 minutes ago.sigh.im so not prepared.then im going tanah merah mrt to meet the house comm guys to go to vaneh's house.argh,lim jie just told me she cant go for training!arghhh.so pissed.and arina has cca,as in,her other cca.and i gotta lug the whole tray of sausages all the way to the mrt station after rushing from ccab.sighz tmr's gonna be a real busy day for me leh.but i juz dun feel like sleeping yet.
there are 32 ppl going for the class party.quite alot actually.yepp.good rite?i think its gonna be a success,considering that we're not having a bbq which will be disastrous,and also the fact that there are more ppl going than the gathering that giddy "organised".call himself an organiser!hahaha i tink that gathering didnt turn out well,but i wasnt there.
ive nothing to spill now.but my stomach's empty.well,i shall go find food.then sleep.then wake up.somehow i hav a feeling that i will be very lethargic tmr.which means i cannot go for training!but hey*slaps myself*didnt i yearn for training yesterday?it's good k!i must be happy!

but somehow i have no mood to chase the shadow outta my heart......and it's running away from me,so fast,so fast that i cannot catch it anymore.........................

2004-11-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

this is atrocious!

more than TWENTY ppl haven told me whether theyre coming for the class gathering or not.this is so frustrating.arghHH.

and i found out that TAN YI LING eats pigs' intestines!!!!!ewwwww....which is SO NOT RIGHT cos she is a self-proclaimed pig!

AND I NEED TO KNOW WHETHER GAN KAR LIANG'S GOING OR NOT!noone seems to know.sigh.the bad thing is i have to call 20-sumting ppl up.and most of them are NOT AT HOME!that's why im lamenting here.

2004-11-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

oh man.cant go training tmr.i miss training.ok for once im saying:I MISS TRAINING!!!got music buffeeettt....actually my brain hasnt the vast capacity to contain all the music scripts and im so afraid i cant remember!!!i so want this year's music buffet to be a success cos i nearly screwed up the year before the last.

and im SUPER-HYPER cos SYLVESTER GOT IN!!!!i know im repeating myself.but i juz cant stop myself from shoutingggg:"YAYYYY SYLVESTER GOT IN!!!!!"

to olinda's fans out there,dun be disappointed.i love taufik,olinda,and of cos sylvester.but olinda's exit doesnt mean that she isnt good enuff or anything.i think they're all very special in their own way,like taufik with his eyes-closed singing style(haha no offense).well,like the judges say,every vote counts.maybe it turns out that sylvester has won by just a wee-bit of votes.maybe.anything is possible.but please,dun be upset.as long as you regard her as your idol,she will always be,deep down in your heart.

2004-11-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

OH MI GOSH.SYLVESTER IS INNNNNN!!!!!!!!OH MY GOSH.

SORRY SYLVESTER.I HAD SO MUCH FAITH IN YOU.YET I UNDERESTIMATED YOU.IM SO SORRY.IM SOOO PROUD OF YOU.

2004-11-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

arghhh

2004-11-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

OKKKKKKK.taufik is good but i so so so so so so wish sylvester would get in!!!arGHHH

2004-11-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

this is so annoying.the commercial breaks and suspense is making me fidgety.SYLVESTER ROCKS!!!!!that is a well-known truth.SYLVESTER,WHETHER U MAKE IT TO THE FINALS OR NOT,YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE IDOL IN MY HEART.

2004-11-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

wheee my blog is done.im like sitting here typing aimlessly cos i have nothing to do now.holidays are borriing.i wish i could go back to school and do something instead of sitting like a dummie and listening to the loud noise of the vacuum cleaner.i had a maid like two weeks ago and now she's not here anymore cos my mum's pissed with her.cant be bothered with the adults.dun even noe wad they're thinking nowadays.i wish i had gym training more often,though it's very tiring and stuff.but at least it's something for me to do...haiz going to fall asleep soon...woke up at 7 this morning cos my brain was signalling that i had to prepare a speech for tonight.but till now i haven written a word yet:(i still have piano later,at 4,all the way till 7,then i have to go to aitong.i still hav no idea wad to say!arghhh this is so frustrating.
i think i should go practise my piano,but my hands are not coordinating with my brain.so too bad,im probably practising my piano later.
i wanna watch the incredibles!!!!and the shutter!!!!im watching with des and the others on monday,that is,if my mum allows.love horror movies.hmmm i wonder when the pits are going to watch the incredibles.hope i wun be busy that day,as i really wanna watch it.
i juz read amandy's blog.hahaha it really reads like an essay.but wad do u expect,amandy's such an expert writer:pwhereas im writing so unprofessionally.
blearghh isnt there a better way of spending the school holiday????i mean,they cant expect us to sit at home and do nothing rite.oh ya.we have HOMEWORK.but im gonna wait till i go overseas cos our 'jian tie bu' requires wad we learned or seen or experienced during our holidays and i certainly haven learnt anything these few days.
maybe i shld cut my wrist and die a slow death.hahaha dun worry im not so foolish.but rite now i really feel like dying...